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Dear Daddy
I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives togetherDear DaddyDe

Dear Daddy
 
I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives together.
I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives together.
    I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives together.
 Daddy, do you remember when I made my entrance into the world? You were so happy and proud of me. Daddy do you remember when I cried my very first cry?
 You said to yourself “my baby girl have some lungs on her? Daddy do you remember when I use to cry and you would race to the bed to comfort me.  You were sad because you didn’t want me to cry. It was those times you would pick me up, hug me and wiped the tears from my eyes.  Daddy, let the truth be known, I felt the love you had for me even then.  Daddy do you remember when I started to crawl you were so happy. Oh, and daddy remember when I said my first word “da da da you were so excited. I could still see your face, the smile of love that came upon your face. Daddy I couldn’t have loved you more at that moment.
 You said to yourself “my baby girl have some lungs on her? Daddy do you remember when I use to cry and you would race to the bed to comfort me.  You were sad because you didn’t want me to cry. It was those times you would pick me up, hug me and wiped the tears from my eyes.  Daddy, let the truth be known, I felt the love you had for me even then.  Daddy do you remember when I started to crawl you were so happy. Oh, and daddy remember when I said my first word “da da da you were so excited. I could still see your face, the smile of love that came upon your face. Daddy I couldn’t have loved you more at that moment.
 You said to yourself “my baby girl have some lungs on her? Daddy do you remember when I use to cry and you would race to the bed to comfort me.  You were sad because you didn’t want me to cry. It was those times you would pick me up, hug me and wiped the tears from my eyes.  Daddy, let the truth be known, I felt the love you had for me even then.  Daddy do you remember when I started to crawl you were so happy. Oh, and daddy remember when I said my first word “da da da you were so excited. I could still see your face, the smile of love that came upon your face. Daddy I couldn’t have loved you more at that moment. 
  Daddy, do you remember when I took my very first step? Daddy you ran ahead of me you wanted to be there to catch me in case I fell. Daddy it was funny because I fell a lot. Oh, and daddy I won’t forget my very first Christmas.  Do you remember the little doll you gave me with the dark hair and the pretty purple dress? I loved that doll and I treated her just the way you treated me with love. Daddy whether you know this or not you taught me how to love and know true love. I thank you for teaching me how to love.
   Daddy, do you remember when you bought me my first bike?  It was a little pink bike and you carefully put the training wheels on it. Then we went  on the side walk. You wanted to be the one to teach me how to safely ride my bike.  Daddy, do you remember when I was about to run into a car and you ran in front of me to shield the crash? After I came to a safe stop you and I had the biggest laugh. You were scared at first I saw the fear in your eyes. Daddy those days were fun and spending time with you always made me happy.
  Daddy, do you remember when I accepted Jesus as my Savior? You told me that no one would love me more than Jesus. You also told me that it was okay to love Jesus more than I loved you.  I didn’t understand what you meant back then, but today it is perfectly clear.  
  Daddy, do you remember my first day at school? I believe you cried more than me. Do you remember how tight I hugged your neck as if I would never see you again?  I remember whispering in your ear “daddy your baby girl will be okay” It was them you let me go.  As I walked up the steps of the school I looked back and saw you wiping the tears from your eyes.  I felt the love you had for me. Daddy did you hear me when I whispered to you “daddy I love you and thank you for protecting me.” Then I blew you a kiss you caught and then you walked away.
Daddy, do you remember when I got my first boy friend.  You wanted to make sure I didn’t fall for the wrong boy.  You questioned him until he was shaking on the couch. Oh and when I went on my first date you were looking out the window when I came home. You only had eyes for me daddy.
  Daddy, do you remember when I got my first boy friend.  You wanted to make sure I didn’t fall for the wrong boy.  You questioned him until he was shaking on the couch. Oh and when I went on my first date you were looking out the window when I came home. You only had eyes for me daddy.
  Daddy, do you remember on my wedding day how you tightly held my arm as you walked me down the aisle?  Daddy I saw the tears in your eyes when the preacher asked “who gives this woman to this man” You said I do and you stepped back.  It was okay daddy because I chose a man just like you to spend the rest of my life with.Don’t worry daddy he is taking care of me. Daddy, please don’t forget that our heavenly father will always watch over me and protect me. 
  Daddy, when God decided to take you home I was sad. I cried a lot and yes I was angry. But one day when I was drowning in my tears I remembered what you said. You told me that no one would love me the way that God would.  It was at that moment I realized that God loved you more and He wanted you in heaven with Him.  I dried the tears from my eyes and, thanked God for watching over me. Oh, and daddy  one day I will see you some where beyond the blue sky  (heaven) a place that is prepared for all who accepts Christ as Savior. Rest in peace daddy, I love you. 
 
Sincerely yours, 
Daddy’s Girl
Daddy’s Girl

Daddy, when God decided to take you home I was sad. I cried a lot and yes I was angry. But one day when I was drowning in my tears I remembered what you said. You told me that no one would love me the way that God would.  It was at that moment I realized that God loved you more and He wanted you in heaven with Him.  I dried the tears from my eyes and, thanked God for watching over me. Oh, and daddy  one day I will see you some where beyond the blue sky  (heaven) a place that is prepared for all who accepts Christ as Savior. Rest in peace daddy, I love you.
~P.R.~
Daddy, do you remember my first day at school? I believe you cried more than me. Do you remember how tight I hugged your neck as if I would never see you again?  I remember whispering in your ear “daddy your baby girl will be okay” It was them you let me go.  As I walked up the steps of the school I looked back and saw you wiping the tears from your eyes.  I felt the love you had for me. Daddy did you hear me when I whispered to you “daddy I love you and thank you for protecting me.” Then I blew you a kiss you caught and then you walked away.
Daddy, do you remember when I got my first boy friend.  You wanted to make sure I didn’t fall for the wrong boy.  You questioned him until he was shaking on the couch. Oh and when I went on my first date you were looking out the window when I came home. You only had eyes for me daddy.
Daddy, do you remember when I accepted Jesus as my Savior? You told me that no one would love me more than Jesus. You also told me that it was okay to love Jesus more than I loved you.  I didn’t understand what you meant back then, but today it is perfectly clear.
Daddy, do you remember my first day at school? I believe you cried more than me. Do you remember how tight I hugged your neck as if I would never see you again?  I remember whispering in your ear “daddy your baby girl will be okay” It was them you let me go.  As I walked up the steps of the school I looked back and saw you wiping the tears from your eyes.  I felt the love you had for me. Daddy did you hear me when I whispered to you “daddy I love you and thank you for protecting me.” Then I blew you a kiss you caught and then you walked away.
Daddy, do you remember when I got my first boy friend.  You wanted to make sure I didn’t fall for the wrong boy.  You questioned him until he was shaking on the couch. Oh and when I went on my first date you were looking out the window when I came home. You only had eyes for me daddy.
Daddy, do you remember on my wedding day how you tightly held my arm as you walked me down the aisle?  Daddy I saw the tears in your eyes when the preacher asked “who gives this woman to this man” You said I do and you stepped back.  It was okay daddy because I chose a man just like you to spend the rest of my life with.  Don’t worry daddy he is taking care of me. Daddy, please don’t forget that our heavenly father will always watch over me and protect me.
Daddy, when God decided to take you home I was sad. I cried a lot and yes I was angry. But one day when I was drowning in my tears I remembered what you said. You told me that no one would love me the way that God would.  It was at that moment I realized that God loved you more and He wanted you in heaven with Him.  I dried the tears from my eyes and, thanked God for watching over me. Oh, and daddy  one day I will see you some where beyond the blue sky  (heaven) a place that is prepared for all who accepts Christ as Savior. Rest in peace daddy, I love you.
 
Sincerely yours
Daddy’s Girl
Daddy, do you remember when I accepted Jesus as my Savior? You told me that no one would love me more than Jesus. You also told me that it was okay to love Jesus more than I loved you.  I didn’t understand what you meant back then, but today it is perfectly clear.
Daddy, do you remember my first day at school? I believe you cried more than me. Do you remember how tight I hugged your neck as if I would never see you again?  I remember whispering in your ear “daddy your baby girl will be okay” It was them you let me go.  As I walked up the steps of the school I looked back and saw you wiping the tears from your eyes.  I felt the love you had for me. Daddy did you hear me when I whispered to you “daddy I love you and thank you for protecting me.” Then I blew you a kiss you caught and then you walked away.
Daddy, do you remember when I got my first boy friend.  You wanted to make sure I didn’t fall for the wrong boy.  You questioned him until he was shaking on the couch. Oh and when I went on my first date you were looking out the window when I came home. You only had eyes for me daddy.
Daddy, do you remember when you bought me my first bike?  It was a little pink bike and you carefully put the training wheels on it. Then we went  on the side walk. You wanted to be the one to teach me how to safely ride my bike.  Daddy, do you remember when I was about to run into a car and you ran in front of me to shield the crash? After I came to a safe stop you and I had the biggest laugh. You were scared at first I saw the fear in your eyes. Daddy those days were fun and spending time with you always made me happy.
Daddy, do you remember my first day at school? I believe you cried more than me. Do you remember how tight I hugged your neck as if I would never see you again?  I remember whispering in your ear “daddy your baby girl will be okay” It was them you let me go.  As I walked up the steps of the school I looked back and saw you wiping the tears from your eyes.  I felt the love you had for me. Daddy did you hear me when I whispered to you “daddy I love you and thank you for protecting me.” Then I blew you a kiss you caught and then you walked away.
Daddy, do you remember when I got my first boy friend.  You wanted to make sure I didn’t fall for the wrong boy.  You questioned him until he was shaking on the couch. Oh and when I went on my first date you were looking out the window when I came home. You only had eyes for me daddy.

Daddy’s Girl
Daddy, do you remember when I took my very first step? Daddy you ran ahead of me you wanted to be there to catch me in case I fell. Daddy it was funny because I fell a lot. Oh, and daddy I won’t forget my very first Christmas.  Do you remember the little doll you gave me with the dark hair and the pretty purple dress? I loved that doll and I treated her just the way you treated me with love. Daddy whether you know this or not you taught me how to love and know true love. I thank you for teaching me how to love.

 You said to yourself “my baby girl have some lungs on her? Daddy do you remember when I use to cry and you would race to the bed to comfort me.  You were sad because you didn’t want me to cry. It was those times you would pick me up, hug me and wiped the tears from my eyes.  Daddy, let the truth be known, I felt the love you had for me even then.  Daddy do you remember when I started to crawl you were so happy. Oh, and daddy remember when I said my first word “da da da you were so excited. I could still see your face, the smile of love that came upon your face. Daddy I couldn’t have loved you more at that moment.

I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives together.
I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives together.

I know it was God’s will for you to go home to Him. I loved you but I know that God loved you more. I just wanted to take this time to reflect back on our lives together.
Daddy, when God decided to take you home I was sad. I cried a lot and yes I was angry. But one day when I was drowning in my tears I remembered what you said. You told me that no one would love me the way that God would.  It was at that moment I realized that God loved you more and He wanted you in heaven with Him.  I dried the tears from my eyes and, thanked God for watching over me. Oh, and daddy  one day I will see you some where beyond the blue sky  (heaven) a place that is prepared for all who accepts Christ as Savior. Rest in peace daddy, I love you.
 
Sincerely yours
Daddy’s Girl

Death is not the end it is the beginning. This page is for anyone who has ever lost a loved one. A page to let you know that there is someone who understands. I pray  the poems I have written help you in your time of bereavement and guide you in the healing process.

 

 

    The Death of A Saint Is Precious In My Sight

(A message from God the father)

 I decided to call you home my precious saint

You have been faithful to me with no complaints

I loved and cared for you over the years

And it is I who await you, there is nothing to fear

In your life, there were many trials and tribulations

But you have always looked to me for your salvation

During your life journey, I’ve also allowed many tests

You’ve done well; it is now I’ll give you peace and rest

My dear Saint, you have lived a wonderful life in my name

You stood steadfast for me and you were not ashamed

I know you have suffered a lot in the end

But I never left you, surely you understand

I know many nights you thought that you were alone

It was then that I sent my angels to comfort you one by one

You see I’ve never left nor forsaken you, that was my promise

There is no reason for you to be afraid

I was and I am with you always, just as I said

Do not be fearful, you don’t have to fight

Come to me now, for everything will be all right

Yes, this is my voice that you hear

I chose to bring you home. I want you near

Because the death of a Saint is precious in my sight

Well done thy good and faithful servant, well done

Enter into your eternal home, welcome. 

          I Have Memories

                          My darling love, God decided to call you home

It’s has been a long time, but still I feel so alone

I realize the day will come when I will heal

But right now I miss you and that’s just the way I feel

As the days come and the nights go

Many have asked, am I okay and many times I’ll say no

I often sit and think about the time when we first met

And I’ve found myself not wanting to let you go, no, not yet

I won’t forget the first time you held my hand

You were gentle, and I knew you were a Godly man

And oh I remember your happiness on our wedding day

You whispered I “love you” in the sweetest way

There were times when I was sick and couldn’t get out of bed

You sat by my side and gently rubbed my head

I also remember when God blessed us with our first child

Your face glowed, with the biggest smile

I will never forget when our child took its first step

We felt helpless because the child didn’t need our help

I can clearly hear the vows we made to each other

It will be in death when we would depart from one another

That day has come and now you have left me

I don’t have you, but I have God and I have memories

 

 

 

               I Didn’t Die Alone

 As I looked around while lying on my death bed

There was always someone at my side

Many people were there; I heard so many voices

They never knew how my spirit shouted and rejoiced

When no one could be there late at night

I was okay, because I always looked to Christ

He is the one who comforted me a lot in my last days

He also shared His love for me in so many ways

I had no reason to be sad

Christ was with me and I was not afraid

When I was lying in bed, I could hear whispers of love

From my family, friends and from God above

Please be happy for me and take joy in knowing

That I am with Christ, and I didn’t die alone.

 

 

 

 Father Give Me Strength

Father, it was your will that my loved one went home to you

Now I ask that you will give me the strength to endure

She was loved by everyone but I know you loved her more

Please guide and strengthen me and make me strong

Because some days it feels like I can’t go on

But of course, Father, I don’t have to tell you, you know how I feel

And I know your love for me is real

Father, I thank you for the times we shared in the last days

Because we talked and shared our love in so many ways

Help me right now Father; why do I feel so angry?

I know that it is okay and in time my anger will go away

But Father, don’t leave me because I need you more now than before.

 

    Don’t cry Mommy, I’m in Heaven

Mommy, I know you’re sad because my life has ended

Please be happy for me my eternal life has began

Think about the joy you had when God gave me life

Just like God, you were always there, you never left my sight

There were times when I was sick and couldn’t sleep at night

You would come and rescue me, and oh, how you held me tight

Mommy, God didn’t take my life because He was upset with you

He knows what is best for me, because He gave me life and He loves me too

I know it must have been hard to see me lying so quiet and still

I wasn’t ready to leave you, but it was God’s Divine Will

There were nights when I would cry myself to sleep

I even prayed to the Lord that my soul would keep

Mommy, please don’t cry, because I’m in Heaven

And if you don’t know Christ, accept Him, and you’ll see me again.

 

 

 

      I’m So Sorry, Please Forgive Me

                 Today has to be the darkest and saddest day of my life

God has taken you away; I have no more chances to make it right

I didn’t know, I had no warning, now what will I do?

I know now that I didn’t do all I could have done for you

You left so fast, I never got the chance to say goodbye

There are some things I should have said while you were alive

Now you’ll never know how much I really cared

Oh, if God would let you come back, I’ve so much to share

But I know that is impossible, I’ll have to live with this guilt

I know you can’t hear me, but something inside won’t let me quit

Please, can you hear my cries from deep within?

I’m so sorry, please forgive me

I know in my heart that you are gone

The thought of how I treated you makes me feel so alone

I realize that you can’t hear what I have to say

But somehow, somewhere I wish that there was a way

I know I should have shared and showed my love everyday

The memories of how I treated you seem to linger everyday

I’m so sad, lonely and full of guilt and grief

Sometimes I’ll sit and wonder in great disbelief

How could I have let you slip away from me?

I guess in my mind I thought that you would live forever

I see now that God had other plans for you

He has taken you, because He loves you more

I know you are no longer with me

But I’ve asked God to forgive, and He has set me free

 

        I’m in Heaven

Don’t be sad, wipe those tears from your eyes

It’s okay I’m in Heaven; now go ahead and smile

You know what I went through, I hurt no more

All of the pain and suffering is now over

It is really true; there is a better place behind the sky

So keep on serving Christ and never ask why

Don’t build your hopes around earthly treasures

For in that, you will find no pleasures

Always keep your hopes on your eternal rewards

Put Christ first and always work hard

Please don’t sit around feeling sorry for me

I’m in Heaven, and I am truly free

Go tell someone else about the love of Christ

So they too can have eternal life

Share with someone God’s mercy and grace

So they too can come to this beautiful place

        Do Not Fear Death

 Why do you fear death?

It is in death that you have eternal rest

 With eternal rest comes eternal life

This is good when you die in Jesus Christ

He has already paid the ultimate price

Why do you fear death?

For it is in death that you will be with Jesus

So I say to you there is no reason

If you have lived your life for Him

Why do you fear death?

If you die in Christ, you will gain

Eternal life with peace and no pain

If you have lived your life for Christ

It’s a blessing to live and to die

Why do you fear death?

You should, if you don’t die in Christ

The one who came to give you eternal life,

When you die without Him, you’ll die again

A spiritual death, what a shame

Why do you fear death?

Death is good if you have accepted Christ’s salvation

For it is salvation that brings a death celebration

Of the spiritual life you’ve lived in Christ

So I say to you do not fear death

Death is good when you die in Christ

For it is in that death, you will gain eternal life

With our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ

  

         Don’t Be Sad For Me

                (A Confession From Heaven)

 To my loved ones whom I have left behind

Please don’t be sad, God has healed me divinely

I suffered in the end, so My Father decided to bring me home

Wipe the tears from your eyes and be strong

I know I’m gone and I’m no longer in your lives

Be happy for me; I’m with Jesus Christ

Believe me; I wasn’t ready to leave you

But it was the Heavenly Father who said that I had to

When my spirit left my body, Christ was waiting with opened arms

He said, “come to me, my precious Saint, I’ll do you no harm”

It is true, to be absent from the body is to be present with Christ

I am in Heaven, now I have everlasting life

And all of the pain I experienced, has totally ceased

I know you loved and took care of me

But, it is God who loves me more can’t you see

He took me out of all of my agony and suffering

And just like He promised He was with me until the end

I know all of you will miss me but you have your memories

Try to remember all the good times we had together

I know you are hurting and feel alone

Do not be angry at God, He has done nothing wrong

He said there would be times when you will have to morn

Just remember, God is with you always just like he said

I will live on in your hearts, so don’t be afraid

To my loved ones who have truly accepted Christ

Be happy, I’ll see you again in our eternal life

And to my loved ones who don’t know Christ

If you want to see me again, please accept Christ in your heart

Because accepting Him is the only way you’ll see me again

Don’t be sad for me, because I’m okay

When I accepted Christ, death became a celebration

And right now I’m thanking Him for my salvation

Now I’m in my place in Heaven where Christ promised I’d be

If given a chance to return to my earthly life

I would respectfully decline

My new home with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit is so divine

So it is in Heaven where I’ll stay

And I sincerely hope to see all of you one day.

 

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